Inspired in Oakland: Bloomin’ Beauty

Things are beginning to settle now with the flurry of musical tasks almost done; band & I have been working hard on some new tunes, getting ready for my CD release at Yoshi’s next week. I have some radio left to do, some tour details, and then a short break.  Whew!!  This Banksy bird (in SF) sums up what I feel; it’s time to stop the town crier and save my voice now ;)

Meanwhile, Spring has been everywhere exploding these last weeks.

We have a tiny tree in our front yard. Until it bloomed, we didn’t know what it was. Dogwood, we think. ;)

I am not usually a rose grrl, but since we have a community rose garden not far away- it has been fun to see them a little closer. There are hundreds of them!

“True beauty is a ray
That springs from the sacred depths of the soul,
and illuminates the body, just as life
springs from the kernel of a stone and
gives colour and scent to a flower.”
Rumi

Recession Stomp: Lyrics & Inspiration

My video for new song Recession Stomp is a playful song about hard times getting better.  The song is in the early American jazzy blues form- the “stomp”- popular in the 20′s and 30′s.  I chose this type of feel to match the lyrics, and to parallel our economic tough times now with those of the same era.  A stomp was literally when people kept the beat by stomping on the floor!  But I wanted this song to also convey the hope I feel- that things will get better- so the chorus is a dance hall panacea;  a girl trying to cope, puts on her dancing shoes to get through it all.

Musically, Recession Stomp was one of those rare songs where lyrics and music came together during writing. It happened after listening to a week of Louis Armstrong, and on the same night I went to see San Francisco band Lucky 7 play at club Amnesia.  That night was a 1920′s Prohibition party that I was playing a short stint in for an accordion babes act- (accordion toting girls in the SF bay area… ).  It was a cool night- with everyone in costume.  But the headliner’s music! I was blown away by Lucky 7′s sound;  no one was doing 1920′s music like this.  It was bluesy, jazzy, all instrumental- the dance floor was packed with folks doing dances like the Charleston.  The band had a full horn section (trumpet, sax, trombone…). They also had a banjo player- which they explained was the rhythm keeper back then, long before drums were included onstage in this genre.  Banjo and the trombone together, were probably the instruments that gave that era’s music its old skool sound and feel.

I came home that night on fire to write something similar, but since I don’t have a banjo- I wrote the song on my ukulele (another super popular instrument during that 1920′s). The lyrics were inspired by Louis Armstrong Hot 5-s & 7′s records.  Nearly all those ’30′s songs are upbeat, humorous, tongue in cheek- even about heady subjects like loosing your job, or getting your heart broken.  Economically, you know times were rough back then- especially for Louie and the musicians at this time in his life.  Yet his music was so uplifting! I hear only celebration and that contagious joy of dueling horns all the way through.

I wrote each verse/stanza in Recession Stomp about 1 person I know- who is or has been affected by this economy, borrowing the tongue in-cheek style of the early jazz lyricists.

 

Recession Stomp

My boss he told me, I don’t need you anymore,
You been a good one, but I gotta close the store.
Too few are buyin’, no one needs us, that’s for sure,
We got it bad. You gotta go, we got it bad.

My Mama wrote me, she wrote me a letter,
Said “things’ll get worse child, before they get better.
But save your nickels and your pennies too,
‘Cause things gonna change, they’re gonna change,
they’re gonna change.”

Chorus:
Everyone’s talkin’ about it. Turns my blues skies into grey.
But I’m gonna tie up my dancing shoes, dance those blues away!

My banker told me, he said to my face, “If your check’s late again
I’ll need the keys to your place. Don’t give me tears doll, just green in the hand.
I got it bad, when you got it bad- I got it bad.”

My friend he left just yesterday. The only job he found was 3000 miles away.
Left his family but when he waved goodbye, said
“I’m coming back, things gonna change, I’m coming back.”

‘Cause everyone’s talkin’ about it. Turns my blues skies into grey.
But I’m gonna tie up my dancing shoes, dance those blues away!

My man he told me, the saddest news. “You’re spendin’ too much time
in those dancin’ shoes! You’re far too happy, you should be singing the blues!
We got it bad, you gotta go, you gotta go.

Drowned my sorrows at the Lucky café. Bartender says “Girl, wipe those tears away.”
Don’t let the others, rain on your parade. You got it right- we gotta dance!
You got it right, we gotta dance. You got it right, things gonna change,
come on let’s dance!!

c. 2012 Tara Linda.

The video looks the way it does all because of director Juan Alvarado.  I like how he made it a bit grainy and sepia toned ;)   I was thrilled to be able to work with him; he has shot video for lots of great music giants (Santana, Los Lobos etc.), and is the sweetest, easiest person to work with.   When we filmed this last Summer, I was also recording the album and was just a little obsessed with that. So I was extremely happy that he had listened to the words and drawn up a story board (yay!).

I guess we shot more footage of the hard times than the dancing times! ;) but I like that juxtaposition too. Juan wanted to drive home the recession theme consistent with the song.  Shockingly, we didn’t have to drive far. It is heartbreaking to see how hard the recession has hit some American towns: McAllan, Texas is one. I had no idea it had changed so much; entire blocks downtown with factory building skeletons and for rent signs…

One thing I feel strongly about- we are all going through hard times together, so we can’t isolate waiting for things to improve.  Call it our collective Karma- it affects us all and I believe we need to stick together and keep finding things to celebrate about, even if they are only small things. We have life;  we have our humanity, each other, our art, and music ;)   We have to get out more (not less), b/c things will change, things will get better.  My Lanikai ukulele mates tell me that the during the great depression years, more people bought and played ukuleles than any time previous, and more than any other instrument on the market.

I am thrilled that Yoshi’s Oakland Jazz club has invited us back; my CD release is on May 23.  You can get advance copies of Torch and Sass here.

Artists Crush- Black Mud Studios

A friend once called me a ‘crush-a-holic”. When I incredulously asked what she meant, she said “you crush on everyone ALL the time!”  In defense, I said not everyone: artists mostly. And not forever.  “Yes”,  she said- “that’s why they call them crushes.”  :)

Ok, I do tend to crush on visual artists, or their art.  And dancers.  And performers, especially drummers and bass players. And pretty much anyone who shows mastery of their creative trade in a public setting.  Since I can’t draw a straight line, my longest running crushes are on visual artists.  Writing a song or score- no problem- but sculpture, painting, life drawing seem mystery skills; to be around experts makes me SpongeBob giddy.  Evidence of artist crushes I’ve shown on this blog previously are here. And here.

So, I’ve decided to add a category of new posts called “Artist’s Crush”. It will feature Artists doing almost any creative endeavor that is hopelessly crush worthy, and will include folks making art beads whose work inspires fun, finished jewelry. ;)

So, I have mentioned lots of artbead artists on this blog before, but in this new forum- I hope to delve deeper; interview them and find out some cool day-in-the-studio wisdom. For now- the artist who’s work is inspiring mine is- Charlene at Black Mud Studios.  And though I haven’t interviewed her yet, I wanted to share a recent challenge she gave me.

I’ve been working with her stoneware pendants for sometime. Charlene and her studio are in Ontario, Canada. Her pendants are sizable, beautiful with unusual detail, and well-priced. Her natural & gloss finishes are just plain fun to design with.

Recently, before placing my Spring order, Charlene challenged me to make her a necklace that could match multiple pendants. At first I thought- ‘ah, piece-o-cake.’  But then, I find out she wears only short necklaces- 15.5″ (gulp.) And that she wanted them to match interchangeable pendants (2x Gulp).  Of varying finishes/colors (3xGulp).

I wear short necklaces all the time, so no fear there.  [After my 20th necklace breaking onstage when changing instruments, I finally learned.  Of course, it always happened mid-show, the quietest part.  I would fold up my accordion, slip it overhead to trade out with bass or ukulele, and POP! A tiny sound & 200 beads scattering across a wooden stage in 10 directions.  The crowd always gasps as if I've broken an arm. ;-]

So short length means there isn’t a whole lot of space to be elaborate in the design, since what is visible in front- is less than half of the necklace.  I studied Charlene’s new finishes, and tried several things.  One is a finished piece but the rest can have pendants easily attached to front or back clasps. I just love her leaf details! The one on the far left is a dogwood design.

These are generously large pendants!  We’re talking 3-4+ inches many of them. So If you like large focals- Charlene’s is the place to get them.  I experimented w/ U and V shaped necklaces, and learned that unusually shaped pendants look great in the V-shape.  Still trying different things- but stringing with large stone chips and pieces is looking right. I’ll post soon to my Etsy store.

Another reason to love Charlene’s work- mermaids! And Seahorses. Bees and sugar skulls!!

Charlene makes lots of buttons, cabachons, links, cool bracelet links, sea creatures, leaves, and other amazing fun pieces, and usually shows us right away on her  Facebook page here.

So stop by Black Mud Studio on Etsy or FB and see what Charlene’s kiln is cookin’ up!

Winner! Guitar Strap GiveAway

Happy May Day Everyone~  Mum’s the word, and it’s a great day to celebrate Spring, Summer…

AND winning a new guitar strap for your guitar or uke!

Thanks to all for posting your comments to this post in early April to enter the Jamz Guitar Strap giveaway.  I promise for the next one- I will close entries after 1 week so you won’t have to wait so long to win ;)

Our winner is…
jenni104   ! Woo-Hoo! Jenni says in her post that she likes the designs with skulls and the Aboriginal artwork.   So, I will announce on FB & tell Jim at Jamz.   (Jenni- contact me via email this week to get your free strap.  I don’t find an email for you…  Or leave your FB link.)

If I don’t hear back from Jenni this week- I will announce the runner-up this weekend,  so check back.

Congrats to Jenni!!!!

Check out this week’s Macro’s here…

Day 30: Fighting in Vapors

To burn everything that touches you
char all that nestles inside of you
again and again, pretend in silence
until they walk away, until they walk

– is one way to fight.

Measure they all say. So I awaken to confront
thermometer in hand, resolve to find your
heat, see just how much you throw in battle,
discover how to approach with 6-decades
old defiance, some uber-heated wisdom.

Measure they all said. But as soon as
your porcelain door shuts tight, silent-
you bite, glass fragments thick and old
scatter across the midnight black
speckled floor, scatter to all invisible spaces
somewhere beyond US steel door
– patent pending c. 1952.

I search, look hard for quicksilver beads,
scavenge shards, the spoils of loss
like missing teeth after one deciding right hook,
but find only space, a pungent metal smell
inescapable, everywhere
saturating senses, now racing

To fight with vapor, fill all spaces
blind to the eye, deceive with combustion, drive
your heat to recombine with that (O2) which can
never (air) dilute (destabilize) your toxin

– is one way to fight.

I close my mouth, too late
feel you move from nose to lungs to brain,
mercury fumes slamming me hard
against all the walls inside my brain

You win.

So this is the very last poem for National Poetry Month. I’ve enjoyed the challenge of writing daily- but posting daily was the toughest part.  I think I did better than last year, but there were times, days – when i just couldn’t fit it in before or after a gig or traveling.  Anyone else have a tough time with their monthly commitment to write?  Thanks to the sponsors! I look forward to next year ;)

Day 26: Hank of Blue

Failed magician
how exactly did you
falter         falling
from all          arts
magical~

With hank of beard
they tell your tale
a giant with a
gargantuan appetites
for small prey,

women, and the need
to test them      down
long hallways   of
locked doors
but only
-in absentia.

Failed magician
how exactly did you
falter         falling
from all             arts
Human~

to be in the company of
Icarus     lucifer    Hades    Freud?
or is this simply

salt

thrown into
a manchild’s            wound
by a Slavic nun
the mirrored healer-   in your face
yelling something               about
keys… how even         keys
eventually
stop
bleeding.

© 2002 Tara Linda

Day 25: Mine Shaft

Mine Shaft

Hopeful
we run back
rewind to find
the spaces our bodies
once fit             easy
discoveries                   clandestine
treasures undug and waiting 
for bare hands-

but sunset pools in
carmine                             sepia  shadows       
on foothills of cast-off ore
too tall to climb
blocking                 our way
while crossing boards decry
in faded red

keep out
gold is gone

© 2012 Tara Linda. V3

New Torch and Sass CD~ Available

“The artist is nothing without the gift,

and the gift is nothing without work.” — Emile Zola

This is a quote that artist Anne Choi engraved on a new silver bead.

She says “I’ve heard people speak reverently about talent, as though it’s the only thing an artist needs. I think that for an artist, having a talent is just a beginning. Without persistence, exploration and appreciation, a talent withers and is lost.”

I understand the persistence part, and the exploration.  But never thought much about the appreciation.  I think I would need to make music whether I performed it or not.  But nothing motivates more than a room full of people wanting to celebrate.  I’m reminded of my early days, playing bars, a TV in the corner with playoffs,  soundscape punctuated by wild shouts of joy with sudden scores.  Ah, the old days ;)

Appreciation is a motivator. But I play my heart out these days, regardless.  In part I think because my band & I have so much fun playing together.

So I’ve done a terrible job of the daily poetry post!  ;(.  But I think I’m doing a great job w/ new videos, booking the tour, and getting our music out into the world!!  Crazy busy now.

So my new CD Torch and Sass hits the streets next month.  And Yoshi’s- Oakland has invited us back for our CD release party!!!!  Eeee!  AND I’m thrilled to have on hand advanced copies of Torch and Sass (CD or MP3) that you can be the first to order anytime before the official May 23th release date- by ordering through my website (Bandcamp)/Paypal.  You can listen to songs before you buy  here.

100% of every purchase supports getting my band on the road for tour dates both here in the US and Europe.  I’m working on the Southern states (Sept.) and the East coast (Oct.) now.  What cities should we play??    (Thank you in advance…!  :)

This is a painting of Mae West in the murals of Coit Tower San Francisco. I’ve just started covering Mae West’s “Mr. Deep Blue Sea.”  I just love her nobody’s-fool attitude on screen.

Day 20: Hurdles

I practice saying   

               No

to feel absence

the first
                            second

of space inside                          

               O

what the body might say

beyond imposters          

                                                        mind

the judge “why deny?”

the mortal “why put off?”

or the “come again?”              fake


hurdles

Day 18: Becoming Poetry

Someone said to me yesterday “poetry becomes you.”  I wondered what that meant as he walked away.  If I were to think that about another poet, here is what it might mean.

Poetry becomes you
when spaces inside find daylight
mixed with motion, a faint swirl
like when dressing, how your shirt
falls in a slow ripple cascade
as if a window just opened, moves
grace in folds, sheer and delicate
down your back.

Poetry becomes you
when nuance wells up between
thoughts, like leaves in wind most
won’t see, but one catches your eye
as it twirls over and over to the earth,
cat calling and whistling at you
all the way to your feet.

Poetry becomes you
when words hidden from air
in books, lost in time archaic
float back languid past pen over paper
liquid in language from a dream
triggered by a lyric, how she signed her name
swirls of L and J- all captured in your net
for later, held close behind your back
as he walks toward you, smiling.

Poetry becomes you
when the hairy ogre in the pink hat
red shoes too small for his feet, the one
no one will admit, but is sitting right there
confessing, or lying and smelly, says
something about his pain, starts to scream
or is that you actually screaming
mute button on, pen dipping the well
hand who’s muscles have forgotten
hieroglyphics but who find the words
just a few, for the one thing
everyone is thinking but
won’t say.

© 2012 Tara Linda  V.3